I’m sure you weren’t shocked to learn about Travis Barker (Blink 182) and wife Shanna Moakler’s split. (Curse of the MTV newlywed reality show and all.) In fact, you probably don’t care at all. Too bad. They will not go quietly.

Last week Shanna Moakler took to MySpace, the celebrity hot spot to publicy share the details of your divorce. Yesterday, Travis blogged (for the first time!) on his MySpace page, giving us a day in the life of the former MTV lovebirds.

The post has since been removed, but because the Internet is a series of tubes Perez Hilton was able to first copy it all down….

“WHAT IT IS 4 THE RECORD…

- What’s happnin’…gotta say this is wierd for me. I’ve never blogged or left a journal, or had my own website for EVERYBODY to read. I’ve always expressed my self thru my music/drums.

- I’ve never had anybody flat out lie about me or say things so FOUL in the press either so there is a first for everything.

- It’s important to me what my fans think.

- We stand up for ourselves…when someone pushes you/us, NO MATTER HOW BIG we stand up and push right back before we let them have it….right?

- Well im here to set the record straight about my divorce for anybody wondering Here i will give you a walk in my life with Shanna Moakler.

- It starts around 5:30.(SHANNA SLEEPING) i wake up and get my babies….we play wit dinosaurs, numbers, we change dirty dipers, it’s the best.

- Around 7am our oldest gets up(SHANNA SLEEPING). She gets ready for school and i make her “coffee milk” and a bagel. the other babies are knee deep in eggies and applesauce.

- SHANNA DOESN’T EVEN TAKE HER DAUGHTER TO SCHOOL, her ASSISTANT DOES.

- At 8am our nanny comes in, she is the best, at 9am we go on a walk, me and my son…we find pine cone tree’s. At 10am i go to breakfast meeting.

- At 11am (SHANNA SLEEPING) i return from breakfast and kiss the babies goodbye, it’s time to drive to [work].

- I get back from [work] round’ 2pm and i head over to my studio. (SHANNA IS JUST NOW GETTING UP:) SHANNA GOES TO GET NAILS DONE WIT HER ASSISTANT.

- During the hours from2pm-5pm im @ my $tudio working on the 44 record(my new band) in studio A and in B i produce trax for TOO- SHORT,B-REAL, PAUL WALL, TI, SKINHEAD ROB…it’s my passion, music is everything to me.

- Round 6pm i have dinner wit the babies and my nanny, (SHANNA IS M.I.A. NOTE TO SELF….SHE IS NOT AT WORK..SHE WORKED 6 TIMES IN THE LAST 4 YEARS, ROUND 8PM I USUALLY RECIEVE A TEXT SAYING SHE’S GOING OUT TO DINNER)

- I’m now going to play an X-GAMES party for DC SHOES wit my boy DJAM. By the way….we are working/performing. It’s now 11pm, we are going on….we kill it, we have so much fun. (WHO KNOWS WHERE MY WIFE IS AT THIS POINT, CAN U TAKE ANY GUESS’)

- Around 1am i get home….NO SHANNA, JUST THE SMELL OF PERFUME LIKE GNARLY. MY NANNY IS STILL AT THE HOUSE…(THIS NANNY IS ALSO TO REFERRED TO AS MOMMY at times:(). I SHOWER AND GET INTO BED, ROUND 3:30 AM MY WIFE GETS IN, DRUNK, LOUD CURSING CAUSE SHE HATES MY FRIENDS, HATES MY BANDS, MY WORK,HATES ME …. I GO TO BED AND REPEAT THIS EVERYDAY….

- MY BREKING POINT…………

- That brings me to week ago, I CAME ACROSS CONDOMS(WE DONT USE CONDOMS EVER) I WAS INFORMED BY OUR REALITOR SHANNA WAS DOING DANCING WIT THE STARS?(why wouldn’t she tell me right? A MYSPACE ACCOUNT?(WHERE SHE POSTS PIX OF OUR CHILDREN AND HER AND I HALF NAKED???????WIERD??? A MYSPACE AFFAIR WIT SOME guy(DORK) AND RUMORS OF HER CHEATING.

- IMM’A LAY IT OUT… I LOST MY MOTHER TO CANCER AT 16, IT BROKE MY FUCKING HEART. MY PARENTS WERE IN THE PROCESS OF GETTING DIVORCED WHEN THIS HAPPENED. WITH THAT BEING SAID…..I WANT NOTHING BUT THE BEST FOR MY CHILDEREN. I WANT THE BEST MOMMY EVER FOR THEM….I TRIED, I WENT TO THERAPY WIT SHANNA.

- I LOVE SHANNA VERY MUCH, SO MUCH I HAD TO LEAVE CAUSE I’M NOT THE TYPE OF PERSON TO STAY IN A SITUATION THATS UNFAIR AND UNFIT TO BUILD A FAMILY.

- I NEVER WANTED THIS….NEVER. MY HEART IS BROKEN AND A DREAM OF MINE IS GONE.

- I’M NOT SURE WHAT TOMMORROW HOLDS, YOU NEVER DO….STAY UP-I LOVE U GUYS.
Tr@vi$

SORRY FOR THE MIS-SPELLING/ TYPE ERRORS”

Shannon’s response, to TMZ: “If that MySpace site was truly created by Travis then I’m seriously concerned for his mental well being. The picture he paints is so far-fetched that I can’t believe this is his reality. If it is, then I’m truly concerned for him. Perhaps the lifestyle he leads is taking its toll on him. For the sake of our children I hope that he seeks professional help.”

Comments (93)
  1. ” I’ve always expressed my self thru my music/drums. ”

    Especially drums, emotionally expressive drums…..

    Bang bang! I’m happy

    Bang bang! I’m angry

    What does a drummer do when you tell him a joke?

    Tish, b’dum!

    • lija  |   Posted on Nov 18th, 2009 0

      look, travis is right i dont hate shaana but shes wrong and travis is not insane hes the best dude in the world if anyone looses out in this fight its her ,she has lost and amzing dude i just hope he is fine and the kids are fine i would hate to think that this is effecting them in a bad way.Shana better wake up aii other wise she might go to far or has she all ready.well i hope ur all good travis ur the best dude

  2. Elton  |   Posted on Aug 15th, 2006 0

    I BELIEVE HIM! For sure I believe what travis said. his mom died and i’m sure he wanted it all to work out. that sucks for him.

  3. How are these divorces some kind-of “MTV reality show” curse? Anyone who’s stupid enough to broadcast their married life on TV like these losers shouldn’t be shocked at all to find themselves going their seperate ways soon after. People are so dumb sometimes it pains me.

  4. Elton  |   Posted on Aug 15th, 2006 0

    she was cheating on him with a dork on myspace! sunscreen song is awesome on her page. i wish she wouldn’t have slept so much and cheated on him. i wish tom delonge and mark hoppus would help him out through this tough time.

  5. Elton  |   Posted on Aug 15th, 2006 0

    travis just made a myspace?? to tell that whole story? shawwnaa has the natalie portman rap on her page, thats funny that she has it. the sunscreen song is silly. I wish i was friends with travis barker.

  6. Poor guy.

  7. All this myspace nonsense is diverting everyone from the fact that I released 3 records this week, shall we talk about that instead?

  8. why dat bytch be HATIN on a wigga yo?!?!

    (sorry fo da mis-spizzeling tipe-ing erras yo)

    seriously tho, he’s a really good drummer and she’s an idiot who’s not very attractive (the show was on at my gym 24/7 for awhile so i think i’ve seen every episode)

  9. Ishtar  |   Posted on Aug 15th, 2006 0

    if a bitch dont like a manicure i dont like a bitch

  10. peter  |   Posted on Aug 15th, 2006 0

    yep, he IS a really good drummer. She’s a skank. He seems like a nice guy. She’s a skank.

  11. officebeyotch  |   Posted on Aug 15th, 2006 0

    if it is really travis – then i believe him. ever watch their show? he’s right – she sleeps ALL day long and had little or no interaction with her kids. just another story of a pretty girl who wants someone to take care of them.

  12. Mmm, all-you-can-eat drama…

  13. Laura  |   Posted on Aug 15th, 2006 0

    I think I could write practically the same thing about someone that lived with me once. . .it was my dog. Perhaps, they should take care of this gal in the same fashion that my neighbor took care of my dog (run over her with a car).

  14. artie lange  |   Posted on Aug 15th, 2006 0

    Marrying a Hollywood Bimbo a bad idea???? Now I’ve heard it all!

  15. steele  |   Posted on Aug 15th, 2006 0

    this is vaguely depressing, he sounds so sincere

  16. Elton  |   Posted on Aug 15th, 2006 0

    dude, did ryan adams release two albums this week. I BELIEVE that the myspace blog was real without a doubt. I think shawwnaa was a bad mother and she slept WAY too much and just wanted to party. and thats bad. I feel bad for the kids. I think tom delonge and mark hoppus should really help a friend out. i like travis.

  17. charlotte  |   Posted on Aug 15th, 2006 0

    I’m glad he apologized for spelling errors. I would have been mildly insulted.

  18. JimboJones  |   Posted on Aug 15th, 2006 0

    yeah, she looked pretty broke on that show. which is a shame because her playboy work definitely impressed me (i.e. I masturbated to it.)

  19. i dunno who this Shanna Moakler is, but i just image googled her, and all i saw was a loada pictures where she seems suprised yet strangely happy that all her clothes just fell off.

    What’s that all about?

    Not very punk is it? Or is it? Or is it? OR IS IT?

    If you were a bit player in a big punk band, who would you go for?

    Nancy Spungen/Courtney Love,

    or some (tepid & thick) hottie?

    ….that said all women are heartbreakers, i know, i wrote 6 albums about it this week alone.

    Peace out,

    Adamski.

    x

  20. Kanye  |   Posted on Aug 15th, 2006 0

    …hope he had a prenup

  21. elton  |   Posted on Aug 15th, 2006 0

    is that really ryan adams making jokes about how many records he’s made?

  22. dane  |   Posted on Aug 15th, 2006 0

    considering that the hyperlink on his comments goes to bryan adams’s website, i highly doubt it. although if ryan adams has that much of a sense of humor about himself, that would kick ass.

  23. elton  |   Posted on Aug 15th, 2006 0

    but if he comes on this site and says stuff like about making a bunch of records a week and comments a lot about this travis barker thing. isnt that crazy? if it is it’s funny in a different way

  24. Gabi  |   Posted on Aug 16th, 2006 0

    If that is true i feel sorry for him and his children but he had it coming for marrying a whore.

  25. “My heart is broken and a dream of mine is gone”, aka, “I feel upset that I have to divorce my model wife”.

    To be fair though, all I ever saw when channel flicking onto the Barkers programme was Shanna sleeping…

  26. AnnArrogance  |   Posted on Aug 16th, 2006 0

    Now I ain’t sayin’ she’s a gold digger…

    Oh, wait… yes I am.

  27. yeah that sucks for him.. seems like a nice enough guy (tho i could give a shit about blink or its offspring bands)… she was always sleeping… i hope that is ryan adams… funny bastard… i would say the link to the bryan adams site would mean it IS ryan posting…

  28. Mat  |   Posted on Aug 16th, 2006 0

    I think elton needs to post a few more times in this thread.

  29. a is for applebits  |   Posted on Aug 16th, 2006 0

    Divorce is always sad, and even though I thought Blink sucked, I do enjoy his work. From that show, he seemed pretty nice. It’s a shame that things didn’t work out; I just hope the children are okay.

  30. WHATEVER  |   Posted on Aug 17th, 2006 0

    HELLO!?
    She is not “broke”.
    Her daughter Ayana, thats OSCAR DE LA HOYAS kid.
    She gets bank in child support already!!!

  31. WHATEVER  |   Posted on Aug 17th, 2006 0

    HELLO!?
    She is not “broke”.
    Her daughter Ayana, thats OSCAR DE LA HOYAS kid.
    She gets bank in child support already!!!

  32. someone that cares  |   Posted on Aug 17th, 2006 0

    I am sorry to hear about travis and shanna split.. Every relationship has its problems .. but as I say this I completely believe travis because I watched the(tv meet the barkers)and I didn’t see shanna spend much time with her kids.. calling someone to go out to eat instead of eating with the kids and spending family time.. that was wrong.. Travis I hope you find what you need in life. Shanna I hope everyone comment open your eyes and you ask yourself yes what kind of a mother am I .. I don’t care if you have all the money in the world or all the nannys in the world.. your children still needs you to be there as a mother.

  33. someone that cares  |   Posted on Aug 17th, 2006 0

    I am sorry to hear about travis and shanna split.. Every relationship has its problems .. but as I say this I completely believe travis because I watched the(tv meet the barkers)and I didn’t see shanna spend much time with her kids.. calling someone to go out to eat instead of eating with the kids and spending family time.. that was wrong.. Travis I hope you find what you need in life. Shanna I hope everyone comment open your eyes and you ask yourself yes what kind of a mother am I .. I don’t care if you have all the money in the world or all the nannys in the world.. your children still needs you to be there as a mother.

  34. someone that cares  |   Posted on Aug 17th, 2006 0

    I am sorry to hear about travis and shanna split.. Every relationship has its problems .. but as I say this I completely believe travis because I watched the(tv meet the barkers)and I didn’t see shanna spend much time with her kids.. calling someone to go out to eat instead of eating with the kids and spending family time.. that was wrong.. Travis I hope you find what you need in life. Shanna I hope everyone comment open your eyes and you ask yourself yes what kind of a mother am I .. I don’t care if you have all the money in the world or all the nannys in the world.. your children still needs you to be there as a mother.

  35. someone that cares  |   Posted on Aug 17th, 2006 0

    I am sorry to hear about travis and shanna split.. Every relationship has its problems .. but as I say this I completely believe travis because I watched the(tv meet the barkers)and I didn’t see shanna spend much time with her kids.. calling someone to go out to eat instead of eating with the kids and spending family time.. that was wrong.. Travis I hope you find what you need in life. Shanna I hope everyone comment open your eyes and you ask yourself yes what kind of a mother am I .. I don’t care if you have all the money in the world or all the nannys in the world.. your children still needs you to be there as a mother.

  36. ashley chedore  |   Posted on Aug 17th, 2006 0

    That is so sad he was so happy ive been screwed before like that and it hurts alot especially when you love the other person. I think me and travis should go out have some drinks and laughs. That would never happen im not famous just my luck.

  37. Lisa  |   Posted on Aug 21st, 2006 0

    I think Travis is telling the truth because on the show all shanna ever did was sleep……….THeir little boy is adorable and I’m sure their little girl is too….it’s so sad that she is missing out on so much because at their age babies change DAILY…and you can’t get the time back…..STRAIGHTEN UP GIRL AND HANDLE YOUR BUSINESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  38. Lisa  |   Posted on Aug 21st, 2006 0

    I think Travis is telling the truth because on the show all shanna ever did was sleep……….THeir little boy is adorable and I’m sure their little girl is too….it’s so sad that she is missing out on so much because at their age babies change DAILY…and you can’t get the time back…..STRAIGHTEN UP GIRL AND HANDLE YOUR BUSINESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  39. JenNy  |   Posted on Sep 8th, 2006 0

    shanna is a fucking mother!!

  40. truesoul  |   Posted on Sep 10th, 2006 0

    Ive gotta say i truely believe travis’ comments..
    if youve ever watched “meet the barkers” shanna would spend the majority of her day in bed.
    Gold Digger? I think so.
    I think its pretty obvious in show when travis looks in her eyes and says “i love you” and she returns the comment by changing her gaze to the floor..

  41. kayleigh  |   Posted on Sep 10th, 2006 0

    I’m so sorry Travis, likw what I says women can be B!tches and really know how to take the p!ss! I have seen loads of my guy friends get hurt and have made a pact for life to never be like that! I admirer you for putting the children first!

  42. xx sexy xx  |   Posted on Sep 10th, 2006 0

    heya guys i dnt think u r all bein fair 2 shanna. ok so she luved her make up, nails, hair etc but her and travis wer a rli original and unique couple n also (i think) a fab mom and dad. if u hav watched some of the meet the barkers shows carefully, you will that often they do things with the kids, play with them, get them their own personal christmas trees! tru shanna cud do mor 4 the kids but ow does evry1 even know tht parts of met the barkers r tru ? they cud b put on or parts where shanna iz givin the kids her full atention are not recorded. i rli think they shud get bk 2gether as much as i fancy travis barker shanna iz the 1 he luvs and hes gonna b unhappy without her. can i just say travis u r so fit n shanna u r rli pretty n even luk fantastic wen u r pregnant xx xx xx cya soon xx xx xx mwah x x x

  43. no1 ~princess~  |   Posted on Sep 10th, 2006 0

    hi babes i agree with xx sexy xx b cuz everythin she has wrote iz tru, also shanna rli does luv travis and iznt a gold digga come on ppl shes hot n can make her own famous futre without a rockstar. and was miss USA! travis does work rli rli hard tho n shanna cud help out a lil mor but if she was such a bad mom i think we wud know mor about by now n her kids seem cute, well manered and happy. but tht myt nt last long wiv their parents split up come on shanna n travis u wer the best couple eva plz “stay 2gether 4 the kids” travis uno tht song n shud know the truth behind it xx thts all im gna say gd luk xx

  44. sk8a boy  |   Posted on Sep 10th, 2006 0

    r u guys screwed ??? shanna luvs travis n didnt cheat get ova it n stop tryin 2 make out shanna iz a bad mother they luv each other n will b bak soon travis u r an ace drummer get bk wiv the gal u luv ino how speacial she iz !

  45. Janet  |   Posted on Sep 13th, 2006 0

    You know, I watched “Meet the Barkers” many times, and it seemed that Shanna was ALWAYS sleeping or complaining about something, going to the salon or doing something OTHER than taking care of her kids. Travis ALWAYS seemed to be busting his butt, would come home and his first priority was to spend time with his wife and his babies. He’s a super dad ( quite the cutie too!), and a very loving person. I’m not saying Shanna isn’t, I just think she’s been spoiled over the years!

  46. Janet  |   Posted on Sep 13th, 2006 0

    You know, I watched “Meet the Barkers” many times, and it seemed that Shanna was ALWAYS sleeping or complaining about something, going to the salon or doing something OTHER than taking care of her kids. Travis ALWAYS seemed to be busting his butt, would come home and his first priority was to spend time with his wife and his babies. I’m not saying Shanna isn’t, I just think she’s been spoiled over the years!

  47. Janet  |   Posted on Sep 13th, 2006 0

    Travis always busted his butt to do what he felt was the right thing, Shanna was ALWAYS asleep or going to the salon. Did you ever see her spend time with her kids?? If so, not much! She just seems like a very spoiled immature girl.

  48. Michelle  |   Posted on Sep 14th, 2006 0

    It kills me to see two people who love each other that can’t try to make things work. I was in an abusive relationship with my ex husband and the father of my son, and I tried to get him to stop beating me and stop drinking for 3 years… I still love him and he’s been in jail/prison for almost 3 years now and I can’t bring myself to date anyone else. In the meet the Barkers Travis and Shanna seemed like they were so much in love. I thought it was so cute. Also who cares that she is doing dancing with the stars…. she hasn’t worked much but she has had two kids in what three years. I seen the both of them on CSI and she audtioned for a few jobs while pregnant on the show. Travis Shanna try to make this work…. You owe it to yourself and those beautiful children. Love never dies and being or saying mean and negitive things doesn’t make the pain any less. IF you want to NOT hurt then get some professional help don’t hurt each other and the kids….

  49. jessica  |   Posted on Sep 15th, 2006 0

    Lay off of both of them…..
    We are not there when the camera’s are off.
    I loved the show and loved both of them.
    I do feel for each of them. I would hope that this is temporary and both can come to an agreement and make this work for their children.
    They both are very talented, dont forget that Shana practically created the women’s line for Stars and Stripes. I saw many times where she was working. And Travis busted his ass working…
    This is not one sided. I believe “in” both of them and believe that there is hope. They just have to be willing to work together.
    Travis and Shana please dont give up. Look at those precious babies. They are so beautiful. You guys created that. God blessed you, dont let it fall apart. Dont give up so quickly, give it another shot. If not for you for your children, they need you both.
    Remember your vows, remember what you promised each other and go with that. Yes mistakes have been made, but nothing that cannot be worked on. It will take time , but it will also take a committment on both parts to try to be better for each other and the kids.
    Right now, what is most important?
    WORK? MONEY? A BIG HOUSE AND CADDY’S?
    NO!!!!
    YOU ARE !!! TRAVIS AND SHANA!!!!
    THE KIDS ARE.
    FORGET THE REST.
    FOCUS ON YOUR FAMILY.
    YOU GUYS CAN DO THIS!
    I KNOW THAT YOU CAN!
    TRAVIS I LOST MY MOTHER TO CANCER AT 17.
    I HAVE BEEN DIVORCED ONCE ALREADY. I HAVE THREE CHILDREN LIKE YOU, ONE FROM A PREVIOUS MARRIAGE , A STEPSON, AND A 2 YEAR OLD WITH MY NOW HUSBAND, WE HAVE HAD OUR UPS AND DOWNS, BUT WHEN I LOOK AT MY BABIES, I KNOW WHAT WE NEED TO DO.
    I DONT CARE WHAT ANYONE THINKS, I LOVE YOU BOTH, AND I WILL SAY THAT YOU ARE IN MY PRAYERS. GOD IS IN CONTROL AND HE CAN TURN THIS WHOLE THING AROUND. BASH ME IF YOU WANT, BUT PUT GOD FIRST AND EVERYTHING ELSE WILL FALL INTO PLACE, NOT TO SAY THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE EASY, BUT HE WILL HELP YOU THROUGH THIS.

  50. jessica  |   Posted on Sep 15th, 2006 0

    Lay off of both of them…..
    We are not there when the camera’s are off.
    I loved the show and loved both of them.
    I do feel for each of them. I would hope that this is temporary and both can come to an agreement and make this work for their children.
    They both are very talented, dont forget that Shana practically created the women’s line for Stars and Stripes. I saw many times where she was working. And Travis busted his ass working…
    This is not one sided. I believe “in” both of them and believe that there is hope. They just have to be willing to work together.
    Travis and Shana please dont give up. Look at those precious babies. They are so beautiful. You guys created that. God blessed you, dont let it fall apart. Dont give up so quickly, give it another shot. If not for you for your children, they need you both.
    Remember your vows, remember what you promised each other and go with that. Yes mistakes have been made, but nothing that cannot be worked on. It will take time , but it will also take a committment on both parts to try to be better for each other and the kids.
    Right now, what is most important?
    WORK? MONEY? A BIG HOUSE AND CADDY’S?
    NO!!!!
    YOU ARE !!! TRAVIS AND SHANA!!!!
    THE KIDS ARE.
    FORGET THE REST.
    FOCUS ON YOUR FAMILY.
    YOU GUYS CAN DO THIS!
    I KNOW THAT YOU CAN!
    TRAVIS I LOST MY MOTHER TO CANCER AT 17.
    I HAVE BEEN DIVORCED ONCE ALREADY. I HAVE THREE CHILDREN LIKE YOU, ONE FROM A PREVIOUS MARRIAGE , A STEPSON, AND A 2 YEAR OLD WITH MY NOW HUSBAND, WE HAVE HAD OUR UPS AND DOWNS, BUT WHEN I LOOK AT MY BABIES, I KNOW WHAT WE NEED TO DO.
    I DONT CARE WHAT ANYONE THINKS, I LOVE YOU BOTH, AND I WILL SAY THAT YOU ARE IN MY PRAYERS. GOD IS IN CONTROL AND HE CAN TURN THIS WHOLE THING AROUND. BASH ME IF YOU WANT, BUT PUT GOD FIRST AND EVERYTHING ELSE WILL FALL INTO PLACE, NOT TO SAY THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE EASY, BUT HE WILL HELP YOU THROUGH THIS.

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