Thanks for the reminder that some people can be absolute shitheads. Fortunately, everyone else here is thoughtful and kind. I guess you are a lucky one for never having experienced the pain of depression or having a depressed loved one. Please fuck off and never come back.
I hope that you feel better. Just please never forget that you are not alone. Concern may not seem sincere coming from us, as people who you don't know in real life, but believe it when we say that you are a special, beautiful person. You may not be feeling good right now, and maybe have not been for a long time, but you can get better! Never feel guilty about reaching out for help.
Whenever I am confronted with Tila Tequila, I always wonder how she reached this nadir (vocab word!) of pathetic grossness. As a child, did she ever have goals? Did she ever imagine her future? Did she ever dare to dream of maybe, one day, becoming the first female president of the United States? Did society pressure her into giving up a life of scholarly pursuits, in exchange for the cheap, superficial buzz of lots of strangers seeing her tits on Myspace?
Or maybe she was just born a complete idiot. And then did a lot of drugs/alcohol.
Sorry, I was born in the nineties. I don't know what a tape is.
Seriously though, the only tapes I owned were fairytale ones that my mom would play for me at night to help me go to sleep. And I maybe had the Jackson 5 for some reason?
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