Julien Baker – “Heatwave”

Alysse Gafkjen

Julien Baker – “Heatwave”

Alysse Gafkjen

In a couple of days, Julien Baker will release her third album Little Oblivions. It rules. It’s the best. Baker went for a full-band sound on this album — drums, bass, keyboards — even though she played most of the instruments herself. That’s a departure for her, but she’s still singing about stark, desperate personal moments. We’ve already posted the early singles “Faith Healer,” “Hardline,” and “Favor,” the latter of which features backup vocals from her boygenius bandmates Phoebe Bridgers and Lucy Dacus. Today, Baker has shared one last song before the album drops.

“Heatwave” is another grand, searching track. Baker’s lyrics envision a deadly car crash, and it’s not the first time she’s conjured that image on a song. The song is short, but it’s got its own kind of grandeur; Baker’s guitars and keyboards glimmer and soar. In a press release, Baker says this about the song:

Maybe it’s a trite or well-trod topic, but “Heatwave” is really just about being confronted with how much time I spend worrying about things that are trivial. I was stuck in traffic because a car had randomly combusted, and it made me feel so stupid for being concerned with the things I had been anxious about earlier that day. It was just such a poignant thing, an event that communicated a lot of complex things in a single image. So I wrote a song about it. I know I’m not the first person to witness an atrocity and consider my own mortality or life’s fragility because of it, but that truly was my experience. Theoretically the lesson or symbolism to be interpreted there is that life is precious and it’s not worth it to give your time and energy to negative thoughts, but jesus, how could you be a person alive on earth right now and not have negative thoughts? It’s certainly less romantic to say that the consideration of life’s fragility made me feel relieved at my own inconsequence, but it’s true; it is comforting to think of the minuscule role everyone plays in the human drama, to realize we have more choice about what we give power over us than we maybe thought.

Listen to “Heatwave” below.

Little Oblivions is out 2/26 on Matador. Read our review here.

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